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i've been freaking out about over the past couple weeks, she swallowed a deer femur, and i still have to watch her until the staples get removed from her stomach. I just really hate it how my life sometimes feels mind-bogglingly complicated, i was thinking i had colon cancer recently and the thought of it was actually relieving to me at times, it seems like when i start freaking out there are times when it becomes difficult to stop doing it. Sometimes i feel like the sympathetic nervous system gets stuck.

i don't even really take any medication, but my digestive problems have forced me to call everything about my habits into question since i don't really know what's going on, and my doctor actually told me to take very unhealthy over the counter medications to fix what he thought i was the problem and they just seemed to have made it worse.